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Friday, September 2, 2011

Drawings

>Go over to her house for the first time, early on in the relationship
>See a corner of her room that's just piles of sketchbooks, notebooks, and paper
>"Hey, can I see some of your drawings?"
>"...."
>I go and reach to grab a notebook
>"NO!"
>?
>"Uhm... the drawings aren't good so it's not worth looking"
>"It's okay, I still want to see"
>Grabs a notebook anyway
>Some other papers fall with it
>Wat... these drawings are all of people having sex or doing something sexual
>The guy kind of looks like me
>and the girl.... looks like her
>Open up the sketchbook in my hand
>It's filled with sketches of me
>"... uhm... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I draw weird things.... I just uh... I didn't think you'd ever look at them"
>wat

Am I a creep?

>In the car together
>Stop at a stop light
>"Anon..."
>?
>"Am... am I a pervert? Or crazy?"
>Remember ...well, everything
>"Yeah"
>Her eyes start watering
>"I... I'm sorry... I should stop being creepy..."
>She keeps going on about how she does bad things and she's sorry that I have to deal with her
>"But I like you this way"
>Tears stop
>She clings to my arm the entire ride home, nibbling and kissing it and telling me how good I taste and smell
>Get home, watch movie, she spends the entire movie doing all kinds of things for me
>On the way home, she calls me so she can hear my voice more and masturbate on the phone to it, though I don't thing she knows I noticed
>She watches me sleep on webcam that night
>She watches me sleep on webcam every night for a long time

Punishment

>The night before we get together, I mentioned to her I was fapping to hentai
>She seems upset, but she doesn't flip out and ask what she did wrong, like usual
>This is odd, but ok
>The next day we get together
>We're making out on the couch, we're getting more and more into it
>I'm usually on top of her, since she's a very submissive girl
>"Hey, honey, can you sit up for a second?"
>I sit up, slightly confused
>Her sweet, flustered face quickly turns into a look of absolute evil
>Uh oh
>She slips out from under me, kicks me to the ground
>"How dare someone other than me turn you on like that... you deserve punishment for this"
>What the hell is going on what the fuck is she going to do
>"Don't move. Don't make a sound. Not a single moan or tremble or I will slap you as hard as I possibly can."
>.....
>She proceeds to tease me unmercifully, but with some biting and clawing mixed in
>Moan
>She smacks me across the face
>wow, that actually hurt a lot
>Makes another sound
>She slaps me twice
>She's fucking serious
>She continues teasing me and torturing me, and she never lets me cum and never lets me do anything to her
>"Wallow in your sexual frustration. That's what you get for getting turned on by someone other than me."

I'm almost frightened of her intense personality switch but shit, I came so hard later one when she "forgave me".

Redemtion

>"I'm going to bake you something! I'm out of ideas, so what sounds good to you?"
>Brownies. I love brownies.
>She makes some brownies and brings them to me the next day
>They're alright, but nothing compared to other things she's baked
>"How are they? I think I messed up..."
>They're alright. Not as good as usual, but still good.
>She cries
>She tells me how sorry she is and she begs me to forgive her for baking subpar brownies
>"It's okay, Kitten, really. I'm happy that you baked for me in the first place."
>She says that won't do
>She swears to do better
>A week later she comes back with another batch of brownies
>They're amazing
>"Good girl"
>Her face lights with overwhelming joy and she hugs me and says how happy she is she could redeem herself

Movie Time

>Sit on the couch at her house to watch a movie
>The second the movie starts, she's already bored of it
>She clings to me the entire time, nuzzling her face against me, hugging me as tightly as she possible can, smelling me, and kissing me everywhere
>She glances at the tv screen every once in a while but spends the entire time staring at me, playing with my hair or doing the above

Every single time we watch a movie
She ends up watching a lot of movies on her own, since she can't concentrate on them when I'm there.
It's sad not having a good movie buddy, but she enjoys it.

Sleeping Sex

>Hanging out at home with her
>I fall asleep
>Start having a pretty sexual dream
>Dream hand job and dirty talk
>In my head, I wake up, but I don't really move
>She's stroking my cock and jacking me off while I sleep and whispering dirty things in my ear
>She buries her face in my hair, inhales deeply and lets out a moan
>What is happening

Porn Snap

>Finds porn on my computer of an old pornstar I use to find hot
>No longer fap to it, since she provides plenty of pictures and cam time
>She freezes and stares at the screen, I notice her hands shaking a bit and her eyes get watery
>"Oh, sorry, I haven't deleted my porn folder. I'll make sure and do that tonight"
>She sits there, not responding to me, just tears
>"Kitten, you're overreacting" (nickname I gave her due to some of her habits)
>Nothing. Just tears
>".... so.... what did I do wrong? How can I be better? What can I do for you? WHAT CAN I DO?"
>She breaks down crying
>What just happened