Journal Entires, part 1

The thread from /r9k/ is long gone
I posted about how I found the journal and a general summary of what it said
I did really noticed, but she posted earlier in the thread. This isn't that exciting of a story

Alright, now a couple journal entries. I'm just going to write the entry itself, none of the stuff she heads the top of the page with. it's shit like current mood, music, dates, etc

"
I haven't seen him in a few days and I'm running out of things that smell like him. Gah, it's driving me crazy. I miss him -doodle of her crying here- I miss his smell and his warmth and his smile and his kisses. At least I know he's enjoying the socks I gave him...  but I miss him so much. I want to just squeeze him and have his skin against mine. This is killing me! I don't want to say anything to him, because he already thinks I'm crazy. I just feel like I'm dying inside a little, plus he's been so busy with work. I don't want to bother him... uhg. Oh well. I'll keep my mind on other things
I should bake something sometime soon
Note to self: Watermelon sugar cookies. I should get some watermelon extract soon.
"
next one....

"
I'm hungry. I'm so hungry. I finally got to see him and he smells so good and when I bite him it feels so good.  He tastes so good. I've always had it in the back of my mind but lately it's been growing on me more and more. I can't stop thinking about how good he'd taste. I love everything else about him but I don't know what he tastes like. I've hinted at it before but he seemed to turned off by it. Why am I so weird? I don't want to be like this. One day he's going to leave me and it would be all my fault. I smell him and I'm overwhelmed with this urge and hunger and so many things I can't explain. I'm just gonna... keep hoping I get normal some day. That'd be nice.
"

and that's all for today

So I've been gone...

You've probably noticed and somebody in the comments mentioned their girlfriend keeping a journal and being just like Kitten.
Well, Kitten has a journal too and I found it.
(PS: Please post your results, Anon with Kitten-like girlfriend

I'll start by saying that journal started some issues, but they're fixed now. I posted about the journal in a thread, not thinking about the consequences.
I forget how active she is in /r9k/ and she ended up seeing my post in the thread.
I had to explain to her why I was snooping, what I found, and if it scared me

She went through a small bout of depression and paranoid episodes because she thought I was freaked out by her and was going to leave her.
Kitten insisted I come over to her house every day for over a week and she spent this time cooking for me, giving a lot of blowjobs, and pushing gifts on me constantly. I tried to assure her early on, but it didn't help.
It took a good long time before she returned to normal.

Now, for what was in the journal

I found out she has cannibalistic desires to eat me. Well, more of eat a small part of me to figure out how I taste.
It's an unsettling thought and she knew that's how I'd feel, but I got over it.
If you're interested, I'll post some of the journal entries.

Other than that, we had an amazing Thanksgiving. She's usually horribly shy around people but she got along so well with my family. We've spent the rest of our time playing Skyrim and Minecraft.

Uh oh

So I spent the day with Kitten yesterday at her place, watching movies and she got to play No More Room in Hell (which she loved)

I noticed something though. I was typing in a website address and I saw this website
http://www.4hiddenspycameras.com/
pop up in the history

..... I think I should be worrying now

Hypnotism

Kitten has been to therapy before (no surprise) and one of the things she did, and learned to do herself and became quite good at is hypnotism.
I know some people have a fetish for it, but I'm not one of those people. Also, I'm pretty sure that's for the females being hypnotized.

I've always been curious about it though, so I asked her to try it on me.
Beforehand she warned me that hypnotism isn't magic, but does open your mind and puts you in a more vulnerable state.
I didn't really care much because I mean, how much can it REALLY do? Right?.... right?

So I lied down on her bed and she began the process, telling me to relax each muscle in my body, explaining how i need to let go of all my energy, all my thoughts, and all tension I have.
I felt myself grow heavy and my mind... in lack of better terms, softened.

She spoke gently, but in a serious tone, like she really was a pro at this.
She asked me random questions and I responded the best I could.
She told me to try and lift my arm and it was too heavy for me to pick up very far.

As she decided to wind down this little at-home session, I felt her weight leaning on the edge of the bed. She was leaning over me, but it was hard to open my eyes.
She whispered to me "you know, I could say anything right now and one way or another, it would affect you"
I asked her not to do anything bad
"Don't worry, I won't. I'll say encouraging things"

she paused for a moment, then leaned closer and whispered in my ear
"Be confident, work hard, and never leave me..."

I felt her backing away again and in her serious tone she told me that when she claps, for me to wake up.

and so I did....

I woke up feeling unbelievably horny and I pretty much spent the rest of the day ravishing her. It was a very, very fun day.

but it makes me wonder... did I forget something? What did she do that made me so horny? I don't have a fetish for this and I don't remember her saying anything sexual, but everything was a little blurry.

I'm seeing her again soon. She's out running errands right now.
Kitten's been on a baking/cooking spree lately. She made dulce de leche brownies and these amazing cheese garlic rolls today.

I might have more stories for later, but for now, this is what I have to report.

Corrupting the Innocent

>In the car together
>Talking about our childhood
>"You were so cute when you were little... I bet if we were friends when we were kids, we would have been bad little kids."
>I was cute, huh? Bad kids? Like the kind that played "naked games"? That sounds like a bad idea...
>"Heheh.. yeah... probably.... it woulda been fun being your baby sitter too. mmmmm...."
>..... are you a pedo?
>"No, you're just cute. I would have enjoyed being the one to take your innocence instead of the internet."
>uhh...
>HFW

I asked her later how she felt if she got me when I was a baby
She said she'd raise me to love her and only her. She said she'd treat me how she does now, but without the sexual elements... she'd still cuddle me, play games with me, cook and bake for me, and things like that. 
For once, she creeped me out a little.I think that might be a pretty special accomplishment.

Not in a Talking Mood

I have the blog back now. I hope she didn't do anything weird, but it looks like she was good.
I guess I'm going to let her get her newfound armpit fetish fix. I can't really say no, can I?


Well, I think this story is kind of related
What happens when Kitten thinks something in the relationship is wrong or I deny her something

>Get home from work
>I'm tired, not in the mood to talk
>She's energetic, happy to see me, very affectionate, etc
>Give her a few kisses and tell her I'm not in a talking mood
>"Oh... alright...."
>That went better than expected
>Wake up the next morning
>Holy shit what's going on
>My hands are tied up and she's giving me a rigorous handjob
>"WHAT'S WRONG? Am I not cute anymore? Am I boring? Do you want me to cut my hair again? Is it a cuter girl?! She may be cuter, but no girl with EVER LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU"
>"SWEETIE, IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT!"
>She slows down
>"Really? Then what did I do wrong?"
>She starts tearing up and sniffling
>Awww....
>Explain to her I'm tired from work and I still enjoy her company
>Finish the morning off with a blowjob and some nice sex

Halloweeeeeen Halloweeeeeen

I hope everyone had a happy halloween

I had an interesting one

Daytime, I got ready blablabla, and then spent the rest of my time with uhm.. you know what, I'll just say Nat, since there's anon's in the comments. 

I spent the rest of the day with Nat until he had to go to work.

While he worked, I sat in Starbucks and waited.

I was a bunny, but a not slutty bunny.

Apparently, everyone loved my costume.

A lot of people came up to me and told me how cute my costume was, which was really nice, and one guy even gave me candy

A couple people asked for pictures too. Don't know how I feel about that one.

I wasn't so keen on the pictures but I didn't want to be rude

After his shift was over, he brought me in to meet his co-workers... which was awkward for me

I'm not good at making conversation

I get shy and freeze up, so it was a bit of awkward silence

I tried my best to talk, though, to make him happy

I wanted to be friendly with his co-workers even if it was scary

We went Trick-or-Treated afterwards and had a nice night of candy, and then making bacon hot chocolate.

It's good, in case you were wondering

I wish I had something more exciting to say but we went home and watched more nichijou until I fell asleep... then he just watched more nichijou

but sleeping in his arms feels so nice and warm I couldn't help it

All in all, it was a fun day.

How was your Halloween?