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This blog is dedicated to my beautiful girlfriend who has an odd way of expressing her love and our time together.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Welp...

Some friends of ours found the blog, one thing led to another, and Kitten has been placed in a hospital because "she was a danger to herself and others"
She knows it's bullshit, I know it's bullshit, but legally she has to be there for a small amount of time.

I don't know how much this blog is going to last. I want to try and take care of her, especially since this whole ordeal will mess her up a lot.

It's been fun while it lasted, guys. You might find me around /r9k/ posting stories every once in a while, but I don't think this blog is going to stay active.

I'm sorry, everyone. I really liked you guys.

It's been fun.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I'm alive

Yes, I know I scared some of you.

Kitten came to me a while ago and confessed to me that she was uncomfortable with some of the things I was saying in the blog. I respected her, of course, and that's why I've been gone so long.

I'll be back ever so often for updates, but I don't think I'll be posting regularly like I use to.

Sorry if you guys think I died.

She didn't eat all of me, but she did take a bite of me recently.

That's a story for another blog entry

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Journal Entires, part 1

The thread from /r9k/ is long gone
I posted about how I found the journal and a general summary of what it said
I did really noticed, but she posted earlier in the thread. This isn't that exciting of a story

Alright, now a couple journal entries. I'm just going to write the entry itself, none of the stuff she heads the top of the page with. it's shit like current mood, music, dates, etc

"
I haven't seen him in a few days and I'm running out of things that smell like him. Gah, it's driving me crazy. I miss him -doodle of her crying here- I miss his smell and his warmth and his smile and his kisses. At least I know he's enjoying the socks I gave him...  but I miss him so much. I want to just squeeze him and have his skin against mine. This is killing me! I don't want to say anything to him, because he already thinks I'm crazy. I just feel like I'm dying inside a little, plus he's been so busy with work. I don't want to bother him... uhg. Oh well. I'll keep my mind on other things
I should bake something sometime soon
Note to self: Watermelon sugar cookies. I should get some watermelon extract soon.
"
next one....

"
I'm hungry. I'm so hungry. I finally got to see him and he smells so good and when I bite him it feels so good.  He tastes so good. I've always had it in the back of my mind but lately it's been growing on me more and more. I can't stop thinking about how good he'd taste. I love everything else about him but I don't know what he tastes like. I've hinted at it before but he seemed to turned off by it. Why am I so weird? I don't want to be like this. One day he's going to leave me and it would be all my fault. I smell him and I'm overwhelmed with this urge and hunger and so many things I can't explain. I'm just gonna... keep hoping I get normal some day. That'd be nice.
"

and that's all for today

Sunday, November 27, 2011

So I've been gone...

You've probably noticed and somebody in the comments mentioned their girlfriend keeping a journal and being just like Kitten.
Well, Kitten has a journal too and I found it.
(PS: Please post your results, Anon with Kitten-like girlfriend

I'll start by saying that journal started some issues, but they're fixed now. I posted about the journal in a thread, not thinking about the consequences.
I forget how active she is in /r9k/ and she ended up seeing my post in the thread.
I had to explain to her why I was snooping, what I found, and if it scared me

She went through a small bout of depression and paranoid episodes because she thought I was freaked out by her and was going to leave her.
Kitten insisted I come over to her house every day for over a week and she spent this time cooking for me, giving a lot of blowjobs, and pushing gifts on me constantly. I tried to assure her early on, but it didn't help.
It took a good long time before she returned to normal.

Now, for what was in the journal

I found out she has cannibalistic desires to eat me. Well, more of eat a small part of me to figure out how I taste.
It's an unsettling thought and she knew that's how I'd feel, but I got over it.
If you're interested, I'll post some of the journal entries.

Other than that, we had an amazing Thanksgiving. She's usually horribly shy around people but she got along so well with my family. We've spent the rest of our time playing Skyrim and Minecraft.

Monday, November 14, 2011

Uh oh

So I spent the day with Kitten yesterday at her place, watching movies and she got to play No More Room in Hell (which she loved)

I noticed something though. I was typing in a website address and I saw this website
http://www.4hiddenspycameras.com/
pop up in the history

..... I think I should be worrying now

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Hypnotism

Kitten has been to therapy before (no surprise) and one of the things she did, and learned to do herself and became quite good at is hypnotism.
I know some people have a fetish for it, but I'm not one of those people. Also, I'm pretty sure that's for the females being hypnotized.

I've always been curious about it though, so I asked her to try it on me.
Beforehand she warned me that hypnotism isn't magic, but does open your mind and puts you in a more vulnerable state.
I didn't really care much because I mean, how much can it REALLY do? Right?.... right?

So I lied down on her bed and she began the process, telling me to relax each muscle in my body, explaining how i need to let go of all my energy, all my thoughts, and all tension I have.
I felt myself grow heavy and my mind... in lack of better terms, softened.

She spoke gently, but in a serious tone, like she really was a pro at this.
She asked me random questions and I responded the best I could.
She told me to try and lift my arm and it was too heavy for me to pick up very far.

As she decided to wind down this little at-home session, I felt her weight leaning on the edge of the bed. She was leaning over me, but it was hard to open my eyes.
She whispered to me "you know, I could say anything right now and one way or another, it would affect you"
I asked her not to do anything bad
"Don't worry, I won't. I'll say encouraging things"

she paused for a moment, then leaned closer and whispered in my ear
"Be confident, work hard, and never leave me..."

I felt her backing away again and in her serious tone she told me that when she claps, for me to wake up.

and so I did....

I woke up feeling unbelievably horny and I pretty much spent the rest of the day ravishing her. It was a very, very fun day.

but it makes me wonder... did I forget something? What did she do that made me so horny? I don't have a fetish for this and I don't remember her saying anything sexual, but everything was a little blurry.

I'm seeing her again soon. She's out running errands right now.
Kitten's been on a baking/cooking spree lately. She made dulce de leche brownies and these amazing cheese garlic rolls today.

I might have more stories for later, but for now, this is what I have to report.

Monday, November 7, 2011

Corrupting the Innocent

>In the car together
>Talking about our childhood
>"You were so cute when you were little... I bet if we were friends when we were kids, we would have been bad little kids."
>I was cute, huh? Bad kids? Like the kind that played "naked games"? That sounds like a bad idea...
>"Heheh.. yeah... probably.... it woulda been fun being your baby sitter too. mmmmm...."
>..... are you a pedo?
>"No, you're just cute. I would have enjoyed being the one to take your innocence instead of the internet."
>uhh...
>HFW
I asked her later how she felt if she got me when I was a baby
She said she'd raise me to love her and only her. She said she'd treat me how she does now, but without the sexual elements... she'd still cuddle me, play games with me, cook and bake for me, and things like that. 
For once, she creeped me out a little.I think that might be a pretty special accomplishment.




Friday, November 4, 2011

Not in a Talking Mood

I have the blog back now. I hope she didn't do anything weird, but it looks like she was good.
I guess I'm going to let her get her newfound armpit fetish fix. I can't really say no, can I?


Well, I think this story is kind of related
What happens when Kitten thinks something in the relationship is wrong or I deny her something

>Get home from work
>I'm tired, not in the mood to talk
>She's energetic, happy to see me, very affectionate, etc
>Give her a few kisses and tell her I'm not in a talking mood
>"Oh... alright...."
>That went better than expected
>Wake up the next morning
>Holy shit what's going on
>My hands are tied up and she's giving me a rigorous handjob
>"WHAT'S WRONG? Am I not cute anymore? Am I boring? Do you want me to cut my hair again? Is it a cuter girl?! She may be cuter, but no girl with EVER LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU"
>"SWEETIE, IT'S NOTHING LIKE THAT!"
>She slows down
>"Really? Then what did I do wrong?"
>She starts tearing up and sniffling
>Awww....
>Explain to her I'm tired from work and I still enjoy her company
>Finish the morning off with a blowjob and some nice sex

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Halloweeeeeen Halloweeeeeen

I hope everyone had a happy halloween
I had an interesting one

Daytime, I got ready blablabla, and then spent the rest of my time with uhm.. you know what, I'll just say Nat, since there's anon's in the comments. 
I spent the rest of the day with Nat until he had to go to work.
While he worked, I sat in Starbucks and waited.
I was a bunny, but a not slutty bunny.


Apparently, everyone loved my costume.
A lot of people came up to me and told me how cute my costume was, which was really nice, and one guy even gave me candy
A couple people asked for pictures too. Don't know how I feel about that one.
I wasn't so keen on the pictures but I didn't want to be rude

After his shift was over, he brought me in to meet his co-workers... which was awkward for me
I'm not good at making conversation
I get shy and freeze up, so it was a bit of awkward silence
I tried my best to talk, though, to make him happy
I wanted to be friendly with his co-workers even if it was scary

We went Trick-or-Treated afterwards and had a nice night of candy, and then making bacon hot chocolate.
It's good, in case you were wondering

I wish I had something more exciting to say but we went home and watched more nichijou until I fell asleep... then he just watched more nichijou
but sleeping in his arms feels so nice and warm I couldn't help it


All in all, it was a fun day.

How was your Halloween?

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Hidden Cameras

I forgot to mention this week's happenings...

>She's watching me play TF2 on webcam (inb4: steam ID? Not sharing here. She has one too)
>She tells me to put my cam on top of the monitor instead of under it
>I move it
>"I like this view better... it makes me feel like I'm watching you from a hidden camera. Heh..."
>Oh

>Next day
>We're walking around, trying to decide where we want to eat
>"You know what would be fun? Hiding cameras in your room... then I'd get to see you ALL the time!..."

So I'm going to be checking periodically for cameras in my room now

Sleeping stories

So I don't know if I've posted about it here before, but every night, we fall asleep on webcam with eachother. She can't sleep without me.

She usually falls asleep first (it use to be the opposite and she'd watch me sleep)

Now, since I fall asleep first, I see a lot of what she does in her sleep. It sounds creepy, but I discovered she checks on me in her sleep. Quite often.

She'll lift her head and open her eyes and smile if she can see me, and then lay back down
If I'm off the screen when she checks, she either looks sad and distressed, or she looks confused and stays sitting up until she can see me again.
I've also caught her moaning in her sleep (and then waking up horny, which is always fun)

Story time

>Wake up in the morning, see her still asleep on cam
>She looks slightly distressed
>She whining and fidgeting in her sleep
>I tap my mic
>"Kitten, wake up... Kiiitttennn... waaake uppp"
>After a while she jolts awake and kisses the laptop monitor
>"Anooonn.... I had a really scary dream again ; - ; Thank you for waking me up"
>We go about the rest of our morning, getting ready to see eachother later
>Get to her house
>She made me cookies as a thanks for waking her up
>D'awww

Friday, October 28, 2011

Just an FYI

I noticed that anon comments weren't enabled, so only people who have accounts to social networks could comment.

It's now open for everyone to comment. Sorry I didn't notice it sooner.

In other news...
nothing much has been going on
I spent the past two days with her but other than her usually rituals, I can't think of any blogworthy stories.
I'm also pretty exhausted, so I might has some tomorrow.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Lately...

Here's what we've been up to lately:
- Playing Muramasa and Wind Waker together
- Watching a LOT of movies. We recently watched: Fantastic Planet, Watership Down, Se7en, and Let the Right One In. Next we're watching Beetlejuice, since I've never seen it and she thinks I must.
- Cooking! Well, sort of. We've cooked a little, but she loves making tasty drinks. She made her own recipe for delicious iced coffee. The ingredients make no sense, but damn it's good. She also made a nuttela milkshake. That was amazing.
- Exploring our area. We both tend to spend our lives inside, so we've decided we should go out and explore. Her area is a lot more interesting and we've found a few cool stores near her and a delicious restaurant which we will probably be eating at very often.

We've also had a little problem recently. She's always been self conscious and a little cautious of other girls, but lately even more so. I don't know if it's something I said, but she's been very depressed about her looks. I constantly re-assure her that I love her, but she won't listen.
I'm kind of stuck on what to do with it.

Alright, story time!

>Fooling around at her house

>She feels my boner
>She slides down, unzips my jeans and pulls it out of my boxers
>Spends 10 minutes rubbing it, sniffing it, and licking it and saying:
>"I love your smell, anon.... your taste.... mmm.... I want you everywhere..."
>This is so hot
>"If you ever let another girl see your amazing dick, smell you, or taste you, I'm going to hurt her..."
>Oh


>She's making something (I forgot what) for us to snack on during a movie
>She asks me how I want it made
>Shit, I don't know, surprise me
>She gets mad, makes it anyway
>Not really in the mood to talk, but thank her and make room so she can sit and say nothing else to her
>She curls up next to me
>Grabs both of my arms
>Wraps them around herself and squeezes the entire movie
>End of the movie, she turns to me, eyes full of tears
>Hugs me tightly
>"Anon, I'm sorry for being mean... please forgive me... I don't like making you mad at me! Please like me again!"
>How can I stay mad at that?

>First day of work
>She's at my house, watching me dress and get ready
>Finishing up, get ready to fix my tie
>She leaps up, brushes my hand away, and fixes my tie for me
>Kisses me
>"Have a good day at work!.... I've always wanted to do that..."
>I leave, hearing her giggling as I walk out the door

Thanks, /r9k/

I'm sorry for the lack of blog posts. I've been pretty busy lately and I thought the blogspot stories scene had died out.... until I visited a thread on /r9k/ where I told some old stories, some new stories, and discovered people still read these.


So seriously, I'm really really I haven't updated.

I got a new job and I've been enjoying my new income with Kitten. We've been doing a lot of cooking together, watching movies, and playing videogames together.

As I said before, she's still interested in answering questions and I asked her last night and she's be interested in making blog entries too, if anyone wants it.

I'll post a few more stories and I'll try to update once a week from now on.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Gaming Buddy

>I'm playing Dead Island (in case you were wondering, it's alright)
>"Anon, can I sit in your lap?"
>"Of course"
>She sits on my lap, enjoying watching me play, and getting into it
>She recommends me which weapons mods, tells me when my health is low, and when I don't notice a zombie near me
>End up getting past 70% of the game with her
>Best gaming team ever

another story about her watching me play

>Sitting in my lap
>She adjusts herself
>Oh dat ass
>Instaboner
>She feels it
>Starts grinding into it while I play
>Best way to play video games ever

Jacking off... on?

>We're cuddling in my bed
>She starts kissing my chest
>"I love you so much, Anon"
>D'aww
>She looks up a me, her face completely red
>Oh no
>"Can you do something for me please?"
>?
>"Can you.... urrr.... jack off on me? I want you to cover me in your cum... It's delicious"
>Oh shit
>One million faps later, she's rubbing it all over herself giggling and sniffing the boxers I wiped my dick off with
>I go to play games
>10 minutes later she's still doing it

Kitten and the Blog

Well, once again, sorry for the inactivity but I have some pretty good news.
I explained to Kitten that I made this blog and what it's about. She wasn't sure what to think at first, but she enjoys the idea of me being proud of her, so she's good with it.
She's also agreed that if there's interest, she'll answer any questions you have for her or us.
I'll make a separate post for that

In the mean time, I'll also post some stories from last week.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

The past week

Sorry I've been inactive for the past week, but since Kitten has gotten home, I've spent as much time with her as I could.
With all this time with her, comes lots of stories.
I have quiet a few, so I'll try and spread them out over a few days.

Monday we went to the beach and every other day has been sleeping, cuddling, cooking, and video games together.
It's been pretty awesome.

Since this post is lame, I'll add some small moments from the beach

>We go out to boogie board
>Swimming, swimming out towards the big waves
>The current is strong
>She's small so the current carries her back towards shore
>It's nearly impossible for her to swim out to the waves alone
>She ends up clinging to my side when we go into the water
>... the entire day


it's not the most exciting, but I'm tired. More coming tomorrow, maybe.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Hide and Torture

(I felt like this one deserved it's own post)

>Lazing around at my house; what we usually do
>She gets up to go to the bathroom
>I decide to hide from her
>She gets out
>".... anoooon, where are you?"
>She looks everywhere around the house calling my name
>She asks my dog if she knows where I am
>";_; Foxy (dog's name) where did he go?"
>Sneak up behind her, grab her, and toss her on the bed
>"WUH! WHERE DID YOU HIDE?!"
>"It's a secret."
>"TELL ME!"
>"Nope."
>She pulls me onto the bed and threatens that she'll torture me if I don't tell her
>NOPE.
>Torture ensues
>MFW when torture is adorable nibbles everywhere and tickle fight